Jotting down each moment of Life

Currently i felt very troubled.
I just dont have the mood to blog anything

I just want to give up
But i just cant bear to....

I lack of the courage to face her
cause i always feel inferior compared to her.

To be honest,during the chalet
i really hope i was the one who was drunk instead of Kenan.

This sucks...
Really..

But what's the use being emo here?
The sadness still remains..